Saturday, March 5, 2016

An Angel Bought a Wedding Dress...



I never asked her why, and I regret it
for she seemed to give herself entirely
without a thought.
Angels are like that, I suppose;
floating round, as if in secret;
serving no purpose except to
serve others.

Her hands were course and worn;
hard work embedded in her fingertips
But such the work was full of love
you would have sooner touched a cloud
or a delicate flower
She loved flowers.

The beautiful buds in full bloom that day,
and reflected in the window as they passed by.
Her young friend: bright, and fair;
She put her hand to the glass as she gazed, earnestly;
A flowing stream of white satin and lace
shining back in her eyes.
She was to be married.

But then, her white eyes went dark;
she had come back down from the clouds.
All that was mirrored in the window now
were the flowers, as they continued on.
Her pocket book seemed heavier now;
a heartbreaking reminder:
Such beautiful things have a price.

She looked at her dear friend walking beside her
and knew exactly what she must do,
without even a second thought.
No less a sacrifice, but a token of love
she could not let go un-given.
Angels are like that, I suppose.

A beautiful morning, a well-made bed;
a row of flowers showing through
a bridal shop window.
But the window inside was bare.
Tears of joy filled this angel's eyes as she
lay the dress down over the edge of the bed:
a flowing stream of white satin and lace.

The young friend fell to her knees
at the sight of such a treasure.
But when asked of the bearer of this God-sent gift,
She, as I suppose angels do, simply smiled,
shrugged her shoulders, and walked away.

She never told me this story herself;
angels don't like boasting, you see.
And such an angel couldn't stay forever;
Here on the ground, there is such a thing
as too much good an angel can do.

So she is floating now.








Sunday, January 3, 2016

Here's to: well, everything.

The thing about new beginnings is that they require something else to end.

2015: gone. 2016: ahead. Experiences of this past year have officially been filed away into the good ol' memory box. They will be re-visited often and remembered as some of the greatest, most adventurous memories of my life thus far. This time last year, I was just returning home from my time in Peru: the greatest first out-of-country experience I could have ever hoped for. I sincerely hope everyone I love is given such an opportunity to find a refueled ambition for life and greater realization of their potential. Such opportunities were mine in Peru, and 2015 was welcomed with insurmountable blessings: I wrote a play and saw it produced; after taking a leap and applying for grad school in London, I was accepted; my wonderful job gave me the support necessary to fund my crazy dream of moving to London; and finally, that dream became a reality. I shared my first ten days in Europe with my beautiful mother; the loveliest of experiences that I will treasure forever. When she returned home and left me to begin my new life alone, I felt incredibly insecure and unsure of my capability to do so much on my own. But I did; I took a deep breath and inhaled all the change and possibility that was headed my way.

Now, at the end of the old, and at the start of this new year, I am once again reminded just how wonderful life can be; and how loved we are by our Father in heaven. Every individual's life path is a testament of how well the Lord knows each and every one of us. The power of hindsight is the ability to see the Lord's hand at work; to look back and understand with better clarity, that what once was a seemingly closed door, was in fact God's way of saying: "Not yet", or "Don't worry; I have something better for you".

Have faith in the Lord's timing, my friends. This new year is sure to bring beautiful adventures for all; just maybe not when and in the way we expect. But they will come; and just as He knows us better than we know ourselves, these unexpected adventures will end up being just what we need in the long run.

All my love, dearest ones. May the experiences of this past year make you feel loved, and may this upcoming year bring you all the happiness and adventure the world has to offer.